On
Nov. 18, 1995, Itzhak Perlman, a violinist, came on stage to give a concert at
Avery Fisher Hall at Lincoln Center in New York City.
If
you have ever been to a Perlman concert, you know that getting on stage is no
small achievement for him. He was stricken with polio as a child, and so he has
braces on both legs and walks with the aid of two crutches. To see him walk
across the stage one step at a time, painfully and slowly, is an awesome sight.
He
walks painfully, yet majestically, until he reaches his chair. Then he sits
down, slowly, puts his crutches on the floor, undoes the clasps on his legs,
tucks one foot back and extends the other foot forward. Then he bends down and
picks up the violin, puts it under his chin, nods to the conductor and proceeds
to play.
By
now, the audience is used to this ritual. They sit quietly while he makes his
way across the stage to his chair. They remain reverently silent while he
undoes the clasps on his legs. They wait until he is ready to play.
But
this time, something went wrong. Just as he finished the first few bars, one of
the strings on his violin broke. You could hear it snap – it went off like
gunfire across the room. There was no mistaking what that sound meant. There
was no mistaking what he had to do.
We
figured that he would have to get up, put on the clasps again, pick up the
crutches and limp his way off stage – to either find another violin or else
find another string for this one. But he didn’t. Instead, he waited a moment,
closed his eyes and then signalled the conductor to begin again.
The
orchestra began, and he played from where he had left off. And he played with
such passion and such power and such purity as they had never heard before.
Of
course, anyone knows that it is impossible to play a symphonic work with just
three strings. I know that, and you know that, but that night Itzhak Perlman
refused to know that.
You
could see him modulating, changing, and re-composing the piece in his head. At
one point, it sounded like he was de-tuning the strings to get new sounds from
them that they had never made before.
When
he finished, there was an awesome silence in the room. And then people rose and
cheered. There was an extraordinary outburst of applause from every corner of
the auditorium. We were all on our feet, screaming and cheering; doing
everything we could to show how much we appreciated what he had done.
He
smiled, wiped the sweat from this brow, raised his bow to quiet us, and then he
said – not boastfully, but in a quiet, pensive, reverent tone – “You know,
sometimes it is the artist’s task to find out how much music you can still make
with what you have left.”
What
a powerful line that is. It has stayed in my mind ever since I heard it. And
who knows? Perhaps that is the definition of life – not just for artists but
for all of us.
Here
is a man who has prepared all his life to make music on a violin of four
strings, who, all of a sudden, in the middle of a concert, finds himself with
only three strings; so he makes music with three strings, and the music he made
that night with just three strings was more beautiful, more sacred, more
memorable, than any that he had ever made before, when he had four strings.
So,
perhaps our task in this shaky, fast-changing, bewildering world in which we
live is to make ‘music’, at first with all that we have, and then, when that is
no longer possible, to make ‘music’ with what we have left.
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